Saturday, September 27, 2008

Forgotten Post

Back in June I wrote several journal entries that I meant to post up but never got around to it, so consider this post back to the future, accelerate to 88 MPH and charge to 1.21 gigawatts.

In the airport (Washington DCA) waiting on a flight to take me home to Houston. Home is knowing where the nearest restaurant and store is. During this trip I have come to realize one of the comforts of home is knowing. Knowing where, knowing how far, knowing who.

So during the trip - last couple of days in fact we have walked over the capital city, soaking in what we could. Places we visited National Zoo, National Cathedral, National Portrait Gallery, Library of Congress, ate at Old Ebbitts Grill (oldest resturant in DC).

I was deeply affected by two places we visited, one was the National Cathedral, the other was the Library of Congress.


Walking to the Cathedral was a feat, no close subway connection, to those who are not used to it a two mile hike is not easy. The camera (Nikon D200) is just heavy enough to make lugging it around uncomfortable. The wind in DC kind of snaps at you every now and then. No clothing is quite appropriate. To hot for long sleeves, yet when that cold wind snaps you can’t help but want long sleeves and jackets. Its like walking into a cold room when you’ve been outside sweating.

We made it to the Cathedral and I was overwhelmed. Ten stories high (or something like that). Full of beautiful stain glass, flying buttress ceilings, statutes, carved stone, and scripture, yet the glory has left the place. The Cathedral stands on the highest point and is the highest building in DC. Coincidence? NO! It was built as a point to look to, a place where our leaders could look out and the highest place, the place of prominence would be a place of God.

While we were there we sat through a midday service. An Episcopal priest gave the service. She read scriptures, “if your eye offends you pluck it out...” she read this word of God, and she abruptly disregarded it. “I don’t believe anybody is going to hell, we are all under the grace...” Really? She then proceeded to concentrate on the “salt of the earth” and bring a self help to the message. We should be rich and flavorful to each other. I was prepared for something like that, but still, I sat in silence, angry at the irreverence of her message. If the word of God doesn’t mean what it says why is she teaching it? If she doesn’t like the passage why teach it? In this place that is the spiritual capital of our nation I felt an emptiness. The Cathedral was a museum. To her, and the care takers of that place, the scripture carved in stone (so they couldn’t be changed) were history lessons, simply ancient words of irrelevant nature. I wondered at the audacity of it. The answer to how came the next day when we visited the Library of Congress.

The Library of Congress was established after the Civil War, around 1897 (date maybe somewhat wrong but around there). This is important because at this time the 20th century was dawning, the Enlightenment was happening or had just happened, and the aftershocks of that event are plainly seen in that library. Unlike many of the monuments in the capital the library is relatively new, it s not seeped in the religious, it is a monument to man. The mascot of the library is Minerva, the Roman goddess of knowledge and defense. She is plastered along nearly every wall. Murals of her stood everywhere. I have a hard time explaining the folly I could feel seeping from the symbols plastered along all walls, I remembered Tom Nelson’s series on The Road to this Present Darkness. Pastor Nelson spoke of philosophical ideas launched from Europe, landing in America and spreading like cancer. Here it was, one of the first casualities, and one seeped in the philosophy that has spread. Man, honor and glory to MAN all around. Knowledge is theology, knowledge is god, man harnesses knowledge making himself into god.

One set of murals depicted the rise of communication. Man setting stones in patterns to communicate. Man creating scrolls from animal hide, a barely clothed woman looking on admiringly. An Egyptian carving symbols, a bare breasted woman sitting to his side. Monks copying onto a scroll, then finally Guttenburg and his press. Man, creating, woman as a ornament to the man’s side. There sitting in a case, sealed, one of the original Guttenburg bibles. The text is not admired as the word of God, but as a monument to man’s knowledge, his ingenuity. Modern man prefers the abstract god, the symbol without the substance, a mascot. It was this that connected the two things for me, the empty, hollow cathedral and the library. What the priest wanted was a mascot. She read the words of Jesus, the author and founder of our faith, and decided they were not to her liking, much better to have a symbol.

There are other things that connect the two places as well. The library reflects the philosophy under which it was built, man is elevated, it is the one of the first beach heads of modern thought and philosophy into the American mind. Down the street is an institution overcome with the philosophical compromises that were made as a result.

Downtown

Thursday, September 25, 2008

Time to Panic?


This is one of those posts that I'm writing for my own benefit. It's a place holder, a bookmark of the stomach turning fun that's been had on Wall Street the last few weeks. Today The Fed seized WaMu because they have an idiotic name.

This seizure follows all kinds of badness going on, AIG, Bear Stearns (now there's a name), Freddie Mac, Fannie Mae, etc... The whole market is having one huge epileptic fit, its what some economist have called a "correction". Forget that crap, give me the bubble baby, my e-Trade account likey the bubble. Okay confession, I don't even have an e-Trade account, even that baby on TV has an e-Trade account, I'm a little ashamed of myself.

In all seriousness the events of the last several months have caused me to wonder where we're headed. When you hear analysts talking about the potential for a Greater Depression then you have to worry. What do you do with that kind of information? There is no easy way to digest events of such scale yet with such an intimate effect. Are we talking about bread lines and 25% unemployment?

Couple of things about the Great Depression stuck out to me as I looked back over the wikipedia article. One was that economic downturn is not a quick process, its a sudden breaking event followed by a slow fall. Two, it was incredibly long, 10 years. Three, there was no policy that fixed the Great Depression, it was World War 2 that ended the depression.

Economics amaze me. The market, it is charged with the collective emotions of the entire world, it feels, reacts, breathes, and shutters.

The things that scare me...

How similar the causes for The Great Depression mirror the situation today. The crisis of the late 1920's has been attributed by some to cheap credit and debt. It seems a situation where you are basically cashing in tomorrows wealth today. Interesting analogy, the Prodigal Son. He cashes in his wealth, and ends up in a depression. This is what we as a society have been doing, cashing in tomorrow for today.

In the 1930's prices fell, right now they're rising. Fuel costs are continuing to rise, and driving consumer goods up. We have the potential for both depression and inflation at the same moment. How do you deal with that?

This morning I read some of The Sermon on the Mount. "Do not worry for tomorrow for tomorrow till take care of itself..." Guess that's the answer to my question, "tomorrow will take care of itself".

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Wrong Email Address

Today I had the experience of receiving an email intended for someone else. This is not the first one, but it does rank as the one with the most amount of personal information. It was quite the email, long, personal, intimate even, I felt voyeuristic just reading it. It occurred to me this is something entirely new for the digital age. Now that txting / email / IM are the preferred methods of communication you have the potential of informing complete strangers about rashes, visas, and college football games (some of these were in said email - I will leave it to your imagination). Its as if you call the wrong number and blurt the entire conversation before you even know whose on the other end.

Reminds me of my days as an email administrator. There were certain instances when I would have to look through the mail "queue" to find messages that were blocking the flow of email (think of it as a digital equivalent of a plumber). Certain messages were "malformed" and you would have to delete them, but in the middle of looking for those messages you would open a message that wasn't technically malformed, but the sender certainly was. Shessh the stuff people put in email, didn't they know I was reading it?

I started thinking about what our preferred methods of communication meant about our society. It seems to me that conversation is preferred going one way. Email, txt, voicemail, even blogs are communication that are sent without acknowledgement. Something has been lost there. It seems even those communications are less than the hand-written communication of past years, there is a richness missing. Reading some of the old letters from my Granny I have the sense of hearing a conversational voice from the past, reaching out, and waiting for a response back.

Maybe humans have always been in the process of loosing what was before.